Monday, April 26, 2010
Statues
“Not really,” Roger responded. “All I remember is that war was pointless. We are much better off without it.”
Claude leaned forward in his chair and stared out into the world. Everything he could see was perfect. The skies were clear and bright, the air was refreshing and clean. Everything had a purpose and nothing was out of place. It was perfect, but Claude found it very discomforting. He just couldn’t forget the events that occurred during his 261 years of life.
He then looked over at Roger and said “I remember war very clearly. I remember it being the single worst thing I have ever experienced. But I miss it.”
Roger’s eyes squinted as they peered over at Claude. “Did you just say that you missed the single worst thing that has ever happened?”
Roger had been friends with Claude for over a century. He was used to Claude’s ramblings, but the idea of Claude missing war puzzled him greatly. As Claude returned is gaze to the world at large, Roger glared at him. He was almost angry at the notion that Claude would miss something that left such a horrible mark on his body. The next few minutes went by silently as Roger wondered what his friend meant.
The Claude lowered his head and said in a solemn voice, “It’s not really war or the fighting or any of that stuff that I miss. It is the freedom. Sure, it was awful, but at least it was our choice. We can’t decide anything on our own anymore. Hell, we’ve been kept alive for over two hundred years because they have no need for us to die yet. Can’t even choose when to die.”
At that moment the air began to buzz. Both men jumped out of their chairs as tiny metallic beads began to form out of thin air. The beads swarmed around the two men. Roger’s heart began racing and his face turned white. Claude stood there, as defiant as ever. Then a thunder voice came out of the sky.
“Per regulation 07-988, this conversation is not authorized.”
“What are you going to do, kill me?” Claude said. “Good! That would finally put me out of my misery.”
The voice replied, “No. Your death would be impractical. You still produce acceptable amounts of Carbon Dioxide and we currently have no need for your blood, flesh, or organs. Your punishment for unlawful mentioning of previous history shall be stasis until we have no more need of your survival.”
With that, the metallic beads rushed inside Claude’s body. Claude let out the most horrific scream as the beads began to rearrange his cellular structure. After about thirty seconds, the beads flew out of his mouth and nose and then disappeared. Claude was left standing there; he was alive, but frozen until They decided it was okay for him to die. He was unable to speak or move. But he could see. He could see his old friend Roger drop to his knees and start to cry. He could also hear. He could hear his dear friend weep and apologize in his behalf. He wanted to tell Roger he would be okay. But he couldn’t. He was now just another living statue that dotted the landscape.
Sunday, April 18, 2010
Sims
Commander Sims walked down a long corridor with a stern look on his face. The glow from his phone danced on his face as he analyzed several maps and charts. Soon, he reached the end of the corridor and stood on a square mat. After stating his name, a series of red, yellow, and blue lights began to scan him. Once his identity was confirmed, a door opened in front of him and he walked into the meeting room.
Sims found his seat and began to look around the large room. There were several high-ranking members of the New Ranger Order attending this meeting. They had gathered to plot out their next course of action. The nation was at war and the New Ranger Order had just suffered a terrible defeat
“Ladies and Gentlemen, it is time to get down to business,” Governor Avery announced from his podium. “As you are all aware, we have lost Missouri to the East Coast Union. Our western territory is safe for now, but the ECU now has a foothold and can launch an attack deep into our lands. We need to address this threat immediately.”
“Let ‘em have Missouri,” shouted Commander Goodnight from his seat towards the far end of the table. “There aint much worth fighting for there anyway. I for one do not see a reason to launch a counter attack.”
“What about Fort Perot,” High Priest Tilton asked in a raspy voice. “Fort Perot is within striking distance of Missouri’s western border. If we lose Perot, we will lose the head of The Son.”
The room then went into an uproar. People were shouting and screaming at the thought of losing the fort. A couple of prominent officers even began to cry. The thought was just too much.
“Texans, Texans! We must have order,” Governor Avery called out in an attempt to settle the room. It took several minutes, but the room finally calmed down enough to let the discussions continue.
“Those rotten ECU bastards! No wonder they went after Missouri,” grumbled Captain Haley. “They want the head of Saint Bush. They know we can’t win without it. We have to protect it at all costs. Do you remember what happened when we lost the Shroud of Tyler?”
“Yeah, they launched Brimstone Missiles at Las Vegas,” answered Governor Avery as he pounded the podium with his fists.
“Exactly,” Haley continued. “I say we commit full force to defending Fort Perot.”
“But won’t that leave us vulnerable to an invasion,” Commander Sims then asked. He was a pragmatic man with a good mind for strategy. Needless to say, he was slightly shocked that the leaders were willing to risk an invasion to protect a head.
“Come on boy! This is Texas!” Commander Goodnight yelled out. “Aint nobody going to be able to invade Texas!”
Governor Avery then said, “Commander Sims, you are still relatively new to the Rangers, so we will forgive you for your blasphemy this time. You see, the head of Saint Bush has been with us since the wars began. With it on our side, God has allowed us to unify much of lands west of the Mississippi. It has given us the strength to secure the oil lines from our adopted brother in the north, Alaska. I think we can all agree, the head of Saint Bush is our top priority. We will begin deploying immediately. Commander Sims, due to your excellence in the field, I am placing you in charge of the defense of For Perot. My fellow Texans, you are all dismissed.”
Within a matter of hours, Commander Sims was on his way to Fort Perot along with millions of troops and a seemingly endless supply of guns, ammunition, and vehicles. When they arrived, the residents of Fort Perot cheered wildly. They had been worried about the head of Saint Bush and were glad to see the reinforcements.
Commander Sims wasted no time in making preparations for the defense of the fort. He made sure all potential areas for attack were secured and that munitions were readily available. He then organized the supply lines and reinforced the lines of communications. Within a few days, everything was running smoothly. Now all they had to do was wait for the inevitable attack.
Several weeks passed and the attack still did not come. Satellite images showed no troop movement and field reports indicated the same. Everyone was stunned, except for Commander Sims. He never believed that they would attack the fort in the first place. Sims tried to talk the leadership out of defending the fort with so many troops, but they would have no part of it. Saint Bush’s head was too important.
Several more weeks went by and still nothing happened. By now, the troops were wondering what they were doing there, and the leaders were as well. Then one day, just when the decision was being made to pull the troops out, all lines of communications stopped and the satellite images blacked out. Reports started coming in from the field that the ECU was mobilizing. Sims sounded the alarm. This was it.
The hours crept by slowly as they all waited for the onslaught. Commander Sims stood over several screens tensely. He wanted to be ready for when the violence began. But the fighting never happened. Not a single shot was fired. After hours of waiting, reports started coming in that the ECU was withdrawing. It was wonderful news. The soldiers cheered in complete jubilation. There was no longer a need to worry. The head of Saint Bush was safe!
Commander Sims went to report the news to the leaders, but he couldn’t. The communication lines with Texas were still blocked. This concerned Sims, but he was soon caught up in the celebration. The mood at Fort Perot was ecstatic. The party lasted several days. It was a Texas party after all. Shots from pistols were fired freely into the air and shots of whiskey were downed freely into the stomachs of the victors.
It took a Texas minute, but the party finally caught up with Sims. He went into his office and passed out on his desk. The next thing he knew, there were familiar voice trying to wake him up. He opened his eyes and saw several blurry images.
“Good morning, Sunshine,” one of the blurs called out.
Sims rubbed his eyes and slowly the images grew into focus. Once he could see, Sims found himself looking at Governor Avery, Commander Goodnight, and High Priest Tilton. They were smiling and chuckling at the hungover commander.
“What are you doing here, sirs,” Sims asked painfully while clumsily trying to stand up.
“Turns out you were right,” Governor Avery answered. “The ECU took advantage of our deployment and invaded. Texas now belongs to them.”
“Oh my God!” Sims said as he squinted and swayed. “Does this mean the war is over? We lost?”
“Shoot no, Son,” Goodnight yelled. “We still have the head. We’ll just build us a new Texas right here.”
Commander Sims became nauseated. He looked at the Governor and said, “You’ve got to be kidding.”
“Goodnight is serious,” Governor Avery responded. “We have the head of Saint Bush and a vast majority of our forces. We can create a new Texas. One without a panhandle. I’ve always hated that thing.”
“As long as the head of Saint Bush is with us,” High Priest Tilton interjected, “God will assure our victory.”
Sims cocked his head slightly as he stared at the three men. He really wanted to believe that he was dreaming. He then stumbled out of his office and went to the upper deck. He looked out and saw people dancing and laughing. Several people wore masks of Saint Bush as they celebrated. Some even held signs proclaiming their love for New Texas. Sims couldn’t believe it. These people had just lost their homes and they were partying. It was too much for him. He dropped to his knees and started throwing up.
“That right there is a Texas-sized puke,” Commander Goodnight spouted while looking on from the office. “We could use people like that in New Texas.”
“I agree,” Governor Avery said. “But we should pray to Saint Walker, just to be sure.”
Monday, April 12, 2010
Confession
Father Jacobs was sitting the confessional waiting for the next member of the congregation when an odd feeling came over him. He felt his heart begin to race and a chilling sensation ran up his spine. Unsure of what was happening, he began taking deep breaths in an effort to calm himself down. Father Jacobs did not understand why, but he was terrified. It felt like he was about to die.
The fear grew worse with each passing second. It got to the point where Father Jacobs decided that he had to leave the confessional. He got up to leave when the door slowly opened to reveal a tall man, whose face was covered in shadow. The man walked in and began to stare directly into Father Jacobs’ eyes. Father Jacobs was paralyzed as he looked back at the man. He had never seen this person before and he wondered why he had come.
The men stared at each other in silence for only a few seconds, but to Father Jacobs it was more like several hours. It took a moment, but Father Jacobs remembered his priestly duties. He regained enough composure to invite the man to sit down, but he still felt uneasy.
“What can I do for you my son,” Father Jacobs finally asked while fighting off the massive lump that was lodged in his throat.
“I doubt you can do anything for me,” the man said while lowering his head and shifting his gaze toward the floor. His face was covered with whiskers and his eyes carried the strain of not sleeping for days.
“Did you not come here to confess your sins and to be absolved of them,” Father Jacobs asked trying to be comforting even though fear was still running through him. He had decided that, no matter how he felt, he could not turn his back on a person in need. The man was a stranger, but it was clear he needed help.
The man sat there quietly with his back hunched over and his head hanging low. Father Jacobs waited for a reply, but the man said nothing. He just sat there as the room filled with tension as the silence dragged on. It was suffocating. Father Jacobs found it becoming hard to breathe the longer the silence lasted. The walls began to close in and everything seemed to become darker. Father Jacobs began to feel panicked, and that panic grew into anger. The silence was becoming too much for him. He just wanted to scream at the man and demand he say something.
“It’s no fun, is it,” the man said quietly, finally breaking the silence. “It’s no fun waiting around for something that you have no control over. All you can do is sit there and think about what will happen.”
The man’s words angered the priest. He was in no mood for stupid games. But as angry as he was, he was more relieved that the silence was over. The tension that gripped the room lightened and Father Jacobs was able to calm himself down slightly.
After a deep breath, Father Jacobs asked, “What is bothering you? What is it that you are waiting for?”
The man then lifted his head and replied, “Forgiveness, Father. I am waiting to be forgiven.”
“Well, you have come to the right place,” Father Jacobs said with a smile. He felt more relaxed and began to think that he was getting worked up over nothing. “Tell me son, what are your sins.”
The man swallowed and then uttered in a grey voice, “I’ve killed my family.”
Any sense of comfort left in Father Jacobs was immediately destroyed. He had been a priest for several year, but he had never had any experience such as this. His body again filled with fear and he felt weak. It took Father Jacobs a minute or two before he could speak again.
“T-the Bible does tell us that all sin are forgiven though Jesus Christ,” Father Jacobs said timidly while trying to formulate a real response in his mind.
“You are saying that I am forgiven,” the man then asked, looking Father Jacobs directly in the eye.
Father Jacobs paused before answering, “Yes.”
The man then sat straight up and said, “You’re telling me that God will forgive me for killing my wife and my son. How do you know this? Are you God? ”
“N-no,” Father Jacobs replied as he began to tremble noticeably. “But I am a servant of our Lord.”
“So, through you, I can have the blood cleansed from my hands? Is that what you are telling me, because that is what I am hearing,” the man said as stared at the priest with fire in his eyes. “I seriously doubt that. In fact, I think it is a cold lie. If I can’t forgive myself, why would the ‘creator of the universe’ bother to forgive me? He has no reason to, and there is nothing you can do to change that. I don’t care what you instruct me to do because it doesn’t matter. You want to know why? It is because you are human. You are not God. You are nothing. You can’t save me. Your authority is bullshit. In fact, let me show you.”
The man then reached into his jacket and pull out a gun. He pushed the gun into Father Jacobs’ face and said, “All of the authority given to you by the Church and you are still at the mercy of a man. You don’t speak for God. You are no different from me. I should kill you right now and let you find out how close to God you really are.”
Then the man squeezed the trigger, but nothing happened. Father Jacobs sat in his chair, holding his breath and shaking violently. He wanted to do something but all he could do was stare at the gun that was still shoved in his face.
“I should kill you right now,” the man said again. Then he lowered the gun and put it away. “But I will let you go on pretending that you have the power to save people.”
The man then walked out of the confessional. Father Jacobs was unable to move for several minutes, but he soon found himself crying alone in the room. Later that day, Father Jacobs left the priesthood. His still had his faith in God, but he lost faith in himself. He no longer believed he was capable of saving anyone.
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
Traffic
Allen was sweating even though the air conditioner was on high. He already hated traffic, but this day it was heavier than usual. The summer heat stifling and made everything worse. Allen had been sitting on the on-ramp for close to an hour, but the highway was jammed and no one was letting anybody merge. Allen grew increasingly angry. He fidgeted to unstick himself from the car seat while cursing at the cars ahead of him. He voiced his frustration through long, drawn-out honks of his horn. He even talked to himself about how miserable he was.
All Allen wanted to do was to get home. It had been a long day and he was looking forward to cooling down and relaxing. To Allen, it seemed as if fate was conspiring against him. Then, as he was beginning to think he would never get home, one of the cars stopped and let Allen merge.
“Finally,” Allen thought to himself and he joined the parade of never ending traffic. He began to drive aggressively to make up for the lost time. He cut off several cars as he changed lanes with reckless abandon. He weaved between cars trying to get just a little bit further along the crowed highway. Allen was playing a game of chicken. More than once, he was close to hitting another car. More than once, he almost was hit himself. Allen didn’t care though; he was finally making progress and that was good enough.
At one point while switching lanes, Allen caught a glimpse of the driver that had let him merge. The driver looked as if had not moved at all. Allen chuckled when he saw how far back the poor guy was.
“That’s what you get for being patient in this city,” Allen said aloud while whipping his car into a small space in the next lane. He was becoming more aggressive, but at least he was moving.
By now, the traffic had started moving at a quicker, steadier pace. Before long, Allen approached another on-ramp. He saw that there was a line of cars waiting to merge. Allen was not about to let any of them in, so he decided close the space between himself and the car ahead of him. As he began to pull up, one of the drivers from the on-ramp sped toward the narrowing space in front. Allen saw this and stepped on the gas in an attempt to cut the other driver off. The other driver did not see Allen until it was too late. The driver slammed on his breaks, but he was going too fast. Allen stepped on his breaks and instinctively swerved to avoid him. However, when he swerved, it was into the center lane of the highway. He never saw the truck that would smash into him.
The accident caused the highway to be closed off for several hours. As all of the cars merged into a single lane and crawled passed, they looked at the collision and cursed at Allen for causing the delay. Allen didn’t care though. He had died instantly in the crash. He would never see that he was now the cause of the traffic that he tried so hard to escape.
Eventually the emergency crew was able to clean up the wreck and take Allen’s body away. With consent from his family, several of Allen organs were harvested. In an ironic twist of fate, one of Allen’s kidneys was transplanted into the driver that let him merge on to the highway. The man had been dialysis and was on the waiting list for a transplant. It turned out that letting Allen merge was the best decision he ever made.